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  Six years ago, Jessica made the worst mistake of her life. The prospect of being Carlo Saracini's mistress was just too hot for her to handle, so she opted for the safety of marriage to Simon instead.

  Now Jessica is a widow and faced with the unthinkable: she needs Carlo's help or her father will go to jail. Carlo is suggesting a deal that will give him what he's always wanted—Jessica, in his bed for three months! But Jessica can't give in to Carlo's demands; to let him possess her body and soul will be to give him the ultimate revenge...because he will discover that, even after years of marriage, she is still a virgin!

  "I waited six years. I won't wait one hour longer."

  "I can't come over to your hotel at this time of night," Jessica gasped.

  "Why not?" His deep, dark voice thickened audibly. "You won't be going home again—"

  Jessica was shattered- Now...tonight?

  "And if you don't come tonight, the deal's off."

  "That's totally unreasonable!"

  "But what I want," Carlo asserted.

  "You can't always have what you want—"

  "Can't I?" He laughed softly and the phone went dead.

  CHAPTER ONE

  EBONY-BLACK hair against a crisp linen pillow, brown skin against a blindingly white sheet, and tiger's eyes burning with blatant cruelty and triumph into hers. In horrified rejection of the imagery that had sprung into her mind, Jessica shuddered violently, dimly aware that she was still in the grip of severe shock.

  Abruptly, she was dredged from her turmoil by the insistent shrill of the telephone in the hall. Reluctantly she answered the summonsy carefully shutting the lounge door behind her so that her father was not disturbed.

  ‘Jessica...?'

  She froze, her stunningly beautiful face white as snow between the silken wings of her silver-blonde hair. Her breath caught in her throat in a strangled gasp. The receiver dropped from her nerveless fingers and swung towards the floor.

  That voice, that truly unforgettable voice... deep, dark and rich as golden honey. He said her name as no one else had ever said it. She hadn't heard him speak in six long years and yet recognition was instantaneous and terrifying. Her throat closing over, she bent down to retrieve the phone.

  'I am so sorry to have startled you,' Carlo Saratini purred, lying between his even white teeth.

  Her own teeth clenched. She wanted to reach down the telephone line and slap him stupid. And feeling that way again.. .feeling that alien surge of raw violent hatred which he alone invoked... scared her rigid. Her mouth went dry. 'What do you want?'

  'I'm in a very generous mood,' he imparted with a

  husky edge to his slow slightly accented drawl. 'I'm pre

  pared to offer you a meeting '

  Her fingers clenched like talons round the receiver. 'A meeting... why?'

  'Can it be that you haven't seen your father yet?' he murmured.

  She went white. 'I've seen him,' she whispered, not troubling to add that Gerald Amory was still in the room next door.

  'Embezzlement is a very serious offence.'

  ‘He had gambling debts,' Jessica protested in a fe

  verish undertone. 'He panicked., .he didn't mean to take

  the money from the firm! He was borrowing it ‘

  'Euphemistically speaking,' Carlo inserted with more than an edge of mockery.

  'Amory's used to belong to him,' Jessica reminded him with helpless bitterness.

  'But it doesn't now,' Carlo traded softly. 'Now it belongs to me,’

  Jessica's teeth gritted. Six years ago, burdened by the demands of a wife with expensive tastes, ageing machinery and falling profits, Gerald Amory had allowed Carlo to buy the family firm. Duly reinstalled as chief executive, her father had seemed content and, with new equipment and unparalleled export opportunities through the parent conglomerate, Amory Engineering had thrived.

  Guilt stabbed like a knife into Jessica. If it had not been for her, Carlo Saracini would never have come into their lives. If it had not been for her the firm would still have belonged to her father. If it had not been for her, Gerald Amory would not now be facing criminal charges for embezzlement. Nausea stirred in her stomach, churned up by a current of raw loathing so powerful, she could taste it.

  'Dad intended to repay the money... if it hadn't have been for the audit, you wouldn't even have found out!' she said in desperation.

  'Why do you think I spring occasional surprise audits pn my companies?' Carlo enquired gently. 'Employees like your father get greedy and sometimes they get caught as he has with their hands trapped in the til!.'

  Jessica trembled, her heartbeat thundering deafen-ingly in her eardrums. His deliberate cruelty appalled her. 'He wasn't greedy.. .he was desperate.''

  'I'm willing to meet you tonight. I'm staying at the Deangate Hall. I'm sure I don't need to tell you which suite I'll be occupying. Eight,' he specified. 'I will wait one minute past the hour, no more. If you're not there, there'll be no second chance, cam.’

  Aghast at the site he had specified and absolutely enraged by his instinctive sadism, Jessica gasped, 'Don't waste your time! I'll see you in hell before I set foot inside that hotel again!'

  'You must have been quite a sight limping out on one

  shoe that afternoon,' Carlo mused provocatively. 'The

  chambermaid found the other one under the bed. I still

  have it. Cinderella's slipper '

  'How dare you?' she seethed down the phone in outrage.

  'And as I recall it, you damned near left something far more intimate behind,' Carlo breathed reflectively.

  Scarlet to her hairline, Jessica slammed down the receiver before she could be further reminded of her own appalling, inexcusable weakness that day. No, the very last thing she wanted to think about right now was that day at the Deangate, six years ago.

  No more, she wanted to scream, no more. But of course, she wouldn't. Jessica didn't scream. Jessica hated to lose control. She had grown up sobbing silently behind closed doors, covering her ears from the sound of her mother screaming at her poor father. And she had sworn

  then that she would be different and that her own fiery temper would be subdued by every means within her power. She would be strong without passion. And if she stayed away from the passion, she would not be hurt. The worst thing of all now had to be looking back, seeing how she had broken her own rules and how she had suffered accordingly. Struggling to escape those frightening echoes from the past, Jessica returned to her father.

  Grey with strain, he glanced up and began talking again, not even acknowledging that she had been out of the room, so cocooned in his own problems that he might as well have been on another planet,

  ‘I had to hand over all my keys.., even my car keys. I wasn't allowed to enter my own office again,' Gerald Amory relived painfully. 'Then I was escorted out of the building by two security guards... it was a nightmare!' Those must have been Carlo's instructions. Hadn't her father deserved just a little bit more consideration? Couldn't he have been allowed to retain even a tiny sliver of dignity?

  'Dad...' Her voice suspended by choking tears, Jessica darted across the room to offer comfort but her father pulled away from her.

  'I would have treated a thief tbe same way ‘ The

  admission was stark. 'You're not a thief!' But Gerald Amory made no response. Every which way Jessica looked, she felt responsible. She should have been there for her father, should have seen that he was in trouble. A week after Carlo bad bought Amory Engineering, Jessica's mother had walked out and started a divorce. The amount of cash from the sale had proved too severe a temptation for Carole Amory. Bad as the marriage had been, Gerald Amory had been utterly
devastated. Her father had adored her mother. He had keen ferrifyi’"^' loyal and forgiving

  through her every extra-marital affair. He would have done anything to keep her... he had crawled, begged, pleaded. The only person relieved by Carole's departure had been her daughter.

  But she should have seen the immense vacuum that had opened up in her father's life. She had watched him turn into a workaholic, living and breathing business and profit because that was all he had left. Why hadn't it occurred to her that, as the firm thrived and made all the money her greedy mother could ever have wanted, her father must have bitterly resented the fact that the firm was no longer his and that those healthy profits had come too late to sustain his shaky marriage?

  But gambling... ?

  'It was somewhere to go, something to do,' he proffered while she stared back at him aghast. 'And then I started losing and I thought I couldn't go on losing forever...'

  The silence went on and on and then abruptly and without any warning, Gerald Amory rose heavily from his seat and moved with the shambling gait of a much older man towards the front door.

  'Where are you going?' Jessica demanded, her violet eyes almost purple with the strength of her distress.

  'Home... I need to be on my own, Jess... please understand that.'

  In despair, she hurried down the path after him, 'Dad, we can cope better with this together! Please stay,' she pleaded.

  'I'm sorry. Not now, Jess,' he breathed tightly, unable to look at her

  Cope with the shame, the publicity, the court case? With the loss of his home, his job. his self-respect? Would he be able to cope? It was a tail order, she registered dully, especially for a man of his age. But what alternative was there? You coped, you survived. If Jessica had le? rat anything m recent years, it was that truth.

  Yet struggle as she did she could no longer keep her mind fully focused on her father's problems. The past was surging back to her, the past she had buried six years ago...

  The day she had met Carlo Saracini she had been in London, shopping for her trousseau in the company of a friend. It had been less than two months before her wedding to Simon. She hadn't been wearing her engagement ring. One of the stones had worked loose and it had been in the jeweller's for repair.

  She had been standing chatting to Leah at a busy intersection, waiting on the lights changing so they could cross. Somebody behind her in the crowd had pushed her and she had fallen into the road, practically beneath the wheels of Carlo's chauffeur-driven limousine.

  She didn't remember falling. She had knocked herself out. What she did remember was coming dizzily back to consciousness before the ambulance arrived and focusing on the most extraordinary golden eyes above hers. She had been suffering from concussion. As a child she had had a story-book about a tiger with eyes that were pools of brilliant gold. So, naturally she had stared. She had never before seen eyes that shade.

  'Stay still... don't speak.' Carlo had been rapping out autocratic instructions in every direction, including hers.

  'I'm fine '

  'Keep quiet,' she had been told. 'It's only my head and I want to get up...' She had begun trying to move.

  A brown hand like a giant weight had forestalled such daring.

  'Look.. .1 want to get up,' she had said again, embarrassed eyes flickering over the gathering crowd of onlookers.

  'You are not getting up...you could have injured your spine.'

  Her temper had begun to spark. 'My spine is OK.. .I'm

  OK '

  'We will have a doctor tell us that.' He had continued to stare down at her with the most phenomenal intensity and then he had run a forefinger almost caressingly along her delicate jawbone. ‘I shall never forgive myself for hurting something so incredibly beautiful...'

  Leah had been totally useless, having hysterics somewhere in the background. Jessica had found herself hi a private ambulance, accompanied not by her friend but by Carlo.

  'She will follow in my car,' he had asserted, getting in the way of the paramedics while simultaneously telling them what to do.

  She just hadn't had the strength to fight Carlo Saracini off that day. Her head had been aching fit to burst and her stomach churning with nausea. She had shut her eyes to escape, telling herself that this volatile and domineering foreigner was simply attempting to make amends for an accident which hadn't been bis fault in the first place.

  She had been taken to a clinic, subjected to an alarmingly thorough examination against her will and tucked into a bed in a very expensively decorated room.

  'I want to go home,' she had protested to the nurse. "This is so unnecessary.'

  Carlo had strode through the door, splintering waves of vibrant physical energy that seemed to charge the very atmosphere and drive out all tranquility.

  'Where's Leah?' she had whispered, shaken that he was still around.

  'I had her taken home. She was too distressed to be of any assistance. I understand that your parents are abroad and will not be home until tomorrow. Do you wish me to contact them?'

  'I don't even know your name,' she had begun through clenched teeth.

  'Carlo Saracini,' he had murmured with a slashing and brilliant smile. 'How do you feel?'

  'I just want to go home...don't you ever listen to anything people say?'

  'Not if I don't want to hear it,' Carlo had admitted.

  'Look, all this...' She had indicated the fancy room

  with embarrassment. 'It's not necessary. I fell into the

  road. Your car didn't touch me. It's not as if I'm going

  to sue you or anything, and all this fuss -'

  'Is my wish,' he had inserted silkily, scanning her slender shape beneath the bedclothes with blatant appreciation, making her cheeks ignite into sudden colour and sweeping up to her face with yet another smile. 'I can't take my eyes off you. You may have noticed that. Then, you must be accustomed to a great deal of male attention.'

  'Not since I got engaged,' she had muttered stiffly, infuriated by the fashion in which he was openly looking her over as if she were an object on a supermarket shelf there for the taking.

  He had stilled, golden eyes narrowing and flaring. ‘You belong to another man?'

  'I belong to no man, Mr Saracini!' Jessica had snapped.

  'You will belong to me,1 he had murmured with utter conviction.

  She had honestly thought he was nuts. Nobody had ever talked to her like that before. Mind you, she had been to Greece once on holiday and had noted that radical feminism had yet to find a foothold there. But that a male dressed with such apparent sophistication in a superbly tailored mohair and silk blend suit, a male who spoke with an air of culture and education, should make such primitive statements had astonished her.

  'I'm getting married in six weeks,' she had informed him flatly, involuntarily studying his strikingly male fea-

  tures before she realised what she was doing and hurriedly looked away again.

  ‘ We'll see...' And Carlo had laughed indulgently, the way you laughed when a child said something innocently amusing.

  Jessica sank back to the present and discovered that she was shivering. Her first thought was for her father. No matter what he said, he shouldn't be alone. Grabbing up a coat, she let herself out of the tiny cottage she rented and climbed into her car to drive over to his house.

  'But your father's at work, Mrs Turner. What would he be doing home at this time of the day?' Her father's housekeeper studied her with a questioning frown.

  Jessica swallowed hard, fighting to keep her face unconcerned. 'I thought he was finishing early.'

  'Well, he didn't mention it to me.'

  Til catch him later.' Jessica climbed back into her car.

  Dear God, where had her father gone? She must have been out of her mind to let him wander off like that in the state he was in! Another little voice asked her what she was doing. Her father had said he needed time on his own. She was not his keeper. Shouldn't she respect his wishes? But the na
gging sense of urgency nibbling at her nerve-endings wouldn't leave her alone.

  Reluctantly she went home again. Carlo...she couldn't get Carlo out of her mind. Would she go to the Deangate Hall Hotel to crawl and beg and plead as once her father had done with her mother? Her stomach gave a sensitive heave. What would be the point? She knew Carlo Saracini. There was no way he would let her father off the hook. Carlo wanted revenge. He couldn't touch Jessica but he knew just how deep the bond was between father and daughter. It would be a sweeter revenge than any that dark Machiavellian intellect might have calculated.

  'Some day you will come to me on your knees and beg me to take you... and I will break you.' As she remembered, perspiration dampened her short

  upper lip.

  Carlo Saracini had destroyed her life. He had hacked to pieces everything she held dear. Her love for Simon, her happiness, her tranquillity... and in the end her self-respect. She had fought him to the very last shred of her endurance and then had learnt the secret of her own frailty in a shattering hour of self-discovery. Shuddering with disgust, she shut out the memories but the humiliation and the shame lived on as strongly as ever.

  Carlo was one hundred per cent predator. Ruthless, unforgiving, utterly intolerant of those weaker than himself. She would never ever forget the way he had looked at her on her wedding-day. With smouldering incredulous fury and naked hatred. The Alpha male, fabulously rich, indecently successful and stunningly handsome.. .rejected. Right up until the very last moment Carlo had expected her to change her mind and fling herself at his feet.

  'I will never forgive you.'

  Carlo Saracini's parting assurance outside the church door. She had been shaking so badly by that stage, Simon had practically been holding her upright. She looked like a ghost in the wedding photographs. Simon had assured her that he had forgiven her but as she lived day in, day out with the farce of her marriage, she had never been able to forgive herself.

  Jessica raised an unsteady hand to her pounding temples, struggling with the greatest of difficulty to regain her concentration. Why on earth hadn't she realised before now that her father was in trouble? She had been too involved in her own problems, she acknowledged wretchedly.

 
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